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March 27 you know what...you know what...
as your point of view, you think my life is free of trouble, you think my life doesn't need any strugglge now...
and ye, i need a place to take out as well!
what is my main conserns, or ,in another word, my main issues,
1,why do i still stick into a relationship which is no future, and more and more step into it...
2,how could i find a job in my circumstance?
i am already get uesd to this life style which i don't need to work and my parents and my bf would support me in financial.
i know it is a life a bitch girl would choose...
i m just too lazy to struggle into work force ...
but if i couldn't be with u , may be i ll not be the one who i am now
ye, i won't be the one who i am now without you...!
it is impossible to quantify how much i put into this relationship,
such a irony,i know this gonna be an relationship without an happy ending
still cant stop my feeling, my efforts...
3, the XXOO immigration policies!!!
no need to explian any more about this
the one konws them will acknowleage my feeling,
those who don't ,dont bother!
after all,
it's still a life filled up with happiness and confused and sorrow ...
February 11 six months anniversarysix months, half year already passed
i know it's not a long time at all for a stable realationship but i still feel i've reached a milestone for me ,for us falling in love is a easy case, but what comes next is the diffcult part for most of us to deal with no one is borned to share everything in common and no stains even for myself i m sort of thinking that we r not the perfect couple in the world ,but we r the perfect match for each other i m thinking as that now,still. but things r get chanlleged every step it keep warning me this is a realistic world, not a fairy tale even though i know it since the very beginning, may be i m just realize now everything has a price,u get it,u paid for it sometime, i don't feel well of living what i live now people around get their friend cycle more and more bigger,experiences more and more as well but i m still the same one since everything has begun i know the price, i know there is always fairness in the world somehow just the so-called lack of balance attitude three things u need to be done to manage ur realtionship:compromise,trust,and understanding that's always easy to say only those who spent the lovely and bitter time with their beloved ones are capable of realizing them my new semester begins at this week which means my two whole months summer holiday officially ended.
it seems gonna be much more struggle than last semester
i wish it all gonna ends well
January 13 2008-2009time has past....went from 2008 to 2009, a new year has came, the old year has been a history.
dream is existed for being come ture... what if it can't be real at last...so that's what we called a forseeable misery...
i can't deny the obvious reality behind my lovely dream...
so, shall we live in a life that always doubt for what the fate would bring for us at last...or just simply enjoy the happiness now, regardless of the end.
that 's easy to call ha~
my little old laptop came to life at christmas day as a miracle...haha~
i got a chance to work in BF's cafe restaurant until febrary.
Although the paid not very well and the content of the job is hard to be satisfied and enjoyed with, better than nothing.
that's enough better~i m satisfied, i really am.
next week come by my 21st birthday~ look forward to it~
keep going with my simple life~
December 08 my little old laptop...The first time went to DFO with u , and u bought me two coats and one converse, then my little dear decoration on my hair turns out gone......unconscious....
Yesterday, u got me a new sumsung mp3 as a christmas gift , after we got home, my little dear old laptop gone.... with the water covered its bottom...
every time, when i got something memorable from you , i have to give up some other my own blongings to do sort of trade , is that just coincidence?
what is the the fate meant to be?
is that a warning from God to let me walk away from this realationship?
or a little risky game to test my heart?
anyway, i am so damn into u....
we have no any fight during these four months
actually, i still wonder what will be the trigger to end this relationship,
anyway, i ll still working hard on our relationshils
luckily, hope there is an happy end to wait to see me~
December 03 recall and look forward....It is Dec. now at here, the same time in last year,
one was in so-called winter while the other one is in summer
one was in the northern hemisphere while the other is in the southern hemisphere
one was just 2-hour flight from home while the other is 11-hour flight
one was just two girls stay in the dormitory where it was 13 girls stayed during semesters , while the other is not just two
i am not that kind of people who like adventurous life without a stable life style
however, i survived at last though those obstacles and challenges
so , should i say life is tough or i am tough or both?
some memories suddenly recalled , remind me the past no matter it is bitter or sweet
being jealous and unbalance, which are the human's greatest flaws, so do i
first semester is end, time runs to the long two-month summer holiday
still struggling and looking for the job
i believe God has his plan for each other , and God won't abondan his children.
less compliants ,more actions
keep moving on...
life is not easy at anywhere.
thanks for being friends with ur guys in the new place,
lina, jiwon, fiona, bingbing...
especial thankfulness to my big dear baby~~!
Love u all~~~
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