my life always like this

 

failed again and again

 

 

always like this

 

i cannot forget this is my life

 

fill with failure

 

never success

 

no any destination come ture  ,never

 

i am a loser in any ways from the time i was born

 

get rid of everything=suicide ,only this way can get me out of this fail life

 

cannot be changed, the origin of my life ,the fate of my life:

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

tomorrow  1 pm.

 

the result will come out...

 

although i told everyone it's impossible for me to pass this time..

 

to be honest ,

 

may be i am the person that take on the big dream...

 

i donnot dare to check the result when everyone is checking in the resource room....

 

let me see my result when there is nobody...

 

is this the real time for me to pick up a little confidence now....

 

imagination,speculation ...don't make sense...

 

i just believe when i see the computer screen ....and the print words..

 

GOD BLESS ME !!!