This the last week before IELTS...

 

acturally it's five days before the test..

 

i feel so nevous now...

 

i a;ways think about some terrible things happened during the test....

 

i cannot arrive the test place on time or i cannot finishi al the questions or i am too nervous to do the listening......

 

all of  worries are like nightmares which are killing me in the days and nights...

 

i have no words to say exactly...

 

just do as usual...

 

as usual useless= pray...

 

PRAY.....

 

6  IS  OK!

 

i am not looking forward to higher ,just 6 ,it's  enough to satisfy...

 

please........

  

 

 

even though i know i got any confidence in such exams..

 

but it is  always like this ,

 

you have to do that ,nomatter  how exhausted you are...

 

acturally,

 

i  really feel afraid of these things...

 

not only nevous, it's really scaring...

 

though it's said i can chage the scare into your motivation...

 

but if failed again this time..

 

i don't know what should i do...

 

do i really have the meaning to be existed in this world...