as your point of view, you think my life is free of trouble, you think my life doesn't need any strugglge now...

 

and ye, i need a place to take out as well!

 

what is my main conserns, or ,in another word, my main issues,

 

1,why do i still stick into a relationship which is no future, and more and more step into it...

 

 

 

2,how could i find a job in my circumstance?

  

   i am already get uesd to this life style which i don't need to work and my parents and my bf would support me in financial.

 

   i know it is a life a bitch girl would choose...

 

   i m just too lazy to struggle into work force ...

 

   but if i couldn't be with u , may be i ll not be the one who i am now

 

 

 

 

 

it is impossible to quantify how much i put into this relationship,

 

such a irony,i know this gonna be an relationship without an happy ending

 

still cant stop my feeling, my efforts...

 

 

 

3, the XXOO immigration policies!!!

 

no need to explian any more about this

 

the one konws them will acknowleage my feeling,

 

those who don't ,dont bother!