it  has been one week since i came here, 

 

it was  a  lucky and  right way  at first , and i  became think i have changed my life into a bright way...

 

but it was  part of my misfeeling ...

 

although  after these things happened to me ,the situation was still not so bad as i imagined before...

 

just it is not lucky ,it is right , as my life alway as ...

 

always passing  by  someone's life

 

and let others  passing by my life  with one piece of bitter and sweet  memory left

 

i really don't  wanna feel this way once more 

 

and i do know how to avoid this happen again,

 

even though,  it still always happen ....

 

the lifestyle is a little bit overload for me ...

 

but now ,the course just began and i don't have part time yet

 

i strongly worry abt the future,  with the assignments  and part time , will i  still be  ok for that///